鎏金光阴 2024 The Gilded Years 2024
收录： 共十二篇 Twelve pieces in total
小重山·春到长门春草青 宋 李清照 春到长门春草青，江梅些子破，未开匀。碧云笼碾玉成尘，留晓梦，惊破一瓯春。 花影压重门，疏帘铺淡月，好黄昏。二年三度负东君，归来也，著意过今春。 Xiao Chong Shan: Spring Arrives at the Changmen Palace and Spring Grasses Turn Green By Li Qingzhao (Song Dynasty) Spring arrives at the Changmen Palace, and the spring grasses turn green; river plums crack slightly open, their blossoms…
高二到现在三年多的时间，我一直是在寻找初中乃至到高一的桃花源，即比较理想化的那种纯爱。但是我们也都知道，这种东西在现代社会上已不太可能了，我似乎一直是那个试图寻找桃花源的武陵人而已。 For more than three years, from my second year of senior high school to the present, I have been searching for the Peach Blossom Spring of my junior high and early senior high days—that is, an idealized pure romance. Yet we all know such a…
如果说小学时找女朋友我会说希望她会和我一起玩游戏；中学时找女朋友我会列出很多的条件，想象很多未来一起经历的事。一言以蔽：追求“灵魂伴侣”。现在到了大学，我猛然发现：别说追求灵魂伴侣了，能看相似… If in elementary school looking for a girlfriend meant hoping she would play video games with me, and in middle school it meant drafting long checklists and fantasizing about countless future milestones together—in short, the pursuit of a “…
这个年琐绪甚多，第一个迈过20岁大关的人生充满了压力与探索的欲望。发现自己正是那个知道自己上错了车却没有勇气下车的人，当我意识到自己上错了车，却反复多次地对自己说：试试呢，没准也可以。没有第一… This past New Year was cluttered with trivial anxieties; entering the uncharted territory of my twenties for the first time was filled with pressure and a relentless itch to explore. I discovered that I was precisely the kind of person who…
在济南第二天最感动的一个瞬间是，在疾驰向中心校区的车上，听到了最爱的绿团的《这天》。 The most moving instant of my second day in Jinan was when, in a car speeding toward the Central Campus, I heard “This Day” by my favorite band, Sodagreen.
我哭了，嗯。 曾年少的我，不明白泪水的真正意义是：分别。每次哭泣，都是身体促使我放下一些东西，无论如何，以一个更轻松的姿态出发。 I wept. Yes. In my younger years, I failed to grasp the true meaning of tears: parting. Every bout of crying is the body compelling me to let go of certain burdens, so that, whatever happens, I can set off with a lighter step.
一个应当珍惜的、并非人人都有机会看到的夏天，一个在平静中痛定思痛的夏天。 A summer that ought to be cherished, one not everyone is granted the privilege to witness—a summer of deep reflection and painful self-reckoning enveloped in quiet calm.
一直想要保留一些“天真”，可以说是我的浪漫主义作祟，随手记下的在济南的思绪，现在回想起来都是神奇而无遗憾的瞬间。相较于“蜷缩混沌”的2023年，2024年我的生活姿态更加轻盈，精神生活更加富足… I have always sought to preserve a measure of “innocence”—perhaps my romanticism at work. The thoughts casually scribbled down in Jinan now feel like enchanted, regret-free moments. Compared to the “cowering chaos” of 2023, my posture in 20…
浪淘沙·往事只堪哀 南唐 李煜 往事只堪哀，对景难排。秋风庭院藓侵阶。一任珠帘闲不卷，终日谁来。 金锁已沉埋，壮气蒿莱。晚凉天净月华开。想得玉楼瑶殿影，空照秦淮。 Lang Tao Sha: Past Events Are Fit Only for Grief By Li Yu (Southern Tang Dynasty) Past events are fit only for grief; facing the scenery, sorrow cannot be dispelled. Autumn wind chills the courtyard, moss creeping over the stone steps. Let…
“秋风推开紧闭的门扉，阶前，秋水孟浪逼上眼；梧桐，吹乱漫身黄雨烟；归雁，揉碎无边艳阳天。” 又是一个推门而茫然的秋夜。 “Autumn wind pushes open tightly shut doors; before the steps, autumn waves crash boldly into view; plane trees stir a smoky swirl of yellow autumn rain; returning geese shred the boundless sunny sky.” Yet another autumn night where I push…
或许，牯岭街是一个我需要时常回去看看的地方。 Perhaps Guling Street is a place I need to revisit periodically.
这学期漫步校园，常有死气沉沉之感。起初以为仅是校园活动重复与缩减所致，如今才惊觉更多源于自身心境的变化。 Strolling across campus this semester, a pervasive aura of lifelessness frequently hangs in the air. At first, I attributed it merely to the repetitive and curtailed campus activities; only now do I realize it stems far more from shifts in…
喜欢在梦里构建场景，而这个梦的场景，是我最喜欢最喜欢的……不论是音乐、文学、还是影视，每一种东西都是一种梦的缔造者。 I love constructing scenes within dreams, and this particular dream scene remains my absolute, cherished favorite... Whether through music, literature, or cinema, each is an architect of dreams.