风中苇草 2022 Reeds in the Wind 2022
收录： 共十二篇 Twelve pieces in total
念奴娇•春情 宋 李清照 萧条庭院，又斜风细雨，重门须闭。宠柳娇花寒食近，种种恼人天气。险韵诗成，扶头酒醒，别是闲滋味。征鸿过尽，万千心事难寄。 楼上几日春寒，帘垂四面，玉阑干慵倚。被冷香消新… Nian Nu Jiao: Spring Sentiments Song Dynasty · Li Qingzhao A desolate courtyard; again the slanting wind and drizzling rain, the heavy gates must remain closed. Tender willows and delicate flowers herald the Cold Food festival near, all…
2022年第一次长辈饭局，和我父亲的妹妹的丈夫的哥哥，简称大伯聊天。 At my first dinner with elders in 2022, I talked with my father's younger sister's husband's elder brother, whom I simply call Uncle.
“一切文学，余爱以血书者。”——尼采 “Of all writings I love only that which is written with blood.” — Nietzsche
“我是太阳，太阳只要将自己燃烧殆尽，就知道远近四方，不可能会有光了。她突然想去看稻田，田野上夕阳沉落，一片金黄。” “I am the sun; as long as the sun burns itself out, it knows that near and far, in all four directions, there can be no light left. Suddenly she felt like going to see the rice fields, where the setting sun sank upon the plains, bathed in…
一模前最后一个晚自习，读毕《死水微澜》。这本书看得心情复杂，辛丑条约签订时大概是近代中国最为屈辱的一刻，四川小镇的这一幕正是这个时代的缩影。 On the final evening study session before the first mock examination, I finished reading Ripples on Stagnant Water. Reading this book stirred complex emotions; the signing of the Boxer Protocol was perhaps the most humiliating moment in…
月台上挤满了来自五湖四海的乘客，看着人来人往的地铁，大家步履匆匆，我作为一个看客，全然忘了自己也是其中一个。 The subway platform was crowded with passengers from all four corners of the earth. Watching the trains and travelers come and go, everyone hurrying with brisk steps, I stood as a mere spectator, entirely forgetting that I myself was one…
高考出分了，和心仪大学失之交臂，因为估分估得八九不离十，所以十分坦然。数学炸了，另外科目都是正常水平以内吧。至于数学的始料未及以及接下两天艰难的心理调适，没有办法。一来象征着人生的不确定性，二… The Gaokao scores have been released. I narrowly missed my dream university; because my self-estimate had been remarkably close to the mark, I took it with complete composure. Mathematics collapsed, while the other subjects remained…
抖音里不论成绩高低，上至清北下至苏科大，都在发上岸视频。其实何为上岸？踏上坚实的大地。在我看来，中学时代的结束不过是一场向更深处驶去的开端。不过也许只是自己无时无刻身处象牙塔，对一些平凡里的小… On Douyin, regardless of scores—from Tsinghua and Peking University down to Suzhou University of Science and Technology—everyone is posting videos celebrating “landing ashore.” Yet what does it mean to land ashore? To set foot upon solid…
十九岁之前，我从未出门远行过，无论是字面上、还是内核上。这是属于我十九岁的挑战。 Before the age of nineteen, I had never journeyed far from home, neither literally nor in my inner soul. This was my challenge at nineteen.
DAY1 读完《台北人》 DAY 1: Finished Taipei People Days in quarantine are truly made for reading!!
看到运动会直播时本部初一的小朋友，突然有一种黄粱一梦的荒凉感。在某中学教育集团的六年的一幕幕都从我眼前恍惚而过，我似乎看到了那个初一在报到时和父亲合影仰着头的小男孩，那个高一和初恋视频时的少年… Watching the livestream of the sports meet featuring the seventh graders from the main campus, a sudden desolation akin to waking from a golden millet dream washed over me. Scenes from the six years spent within that educational group…
上大学以后，我常常和别人聊天的时候自我调侃：“苏州人就是会玩嘛！”其实内心里，我一直觉得会玩是一种能力，不然就知道刷题打游戏刷视频的生活真的挺枯燥的。 Ever since entering university, I often poke fun at myself in conversation: “Suzhou people just know how to have fun!” Deep down, however, I have always believed that knowing how to play is a capability in its own right; otherwise, an…
“我和她心中理想型的差距就好像是可口可乐的瓶盖和农夫山泉的瓶盖，看起来没什么区别，但就是对不上那瓶农夫山泉。” “The gap between me and the ideal type in her heart is just like that between a Coca-Cola bottle cap and a Nongfu Spring bottle cap: they seem to look almost the same, yet it simply cannot fit onto that bottle of Nongfu Spring.”