漫漫巨流 2025 The Boundless Great Torrent 2025
收录： 共十二篇 Twelve pieces in total
江畔雨声无眠，细风漫卷《巨流河》。 By the riverbank, the sound of rain keeps sleep at bay, while a light breeze gently turns the pages of The Great Flowing River.
“你还好吗？我觉得我已经烧光了像落山的太阳。” “Are you alright? I feel like I've burned out entirely, like the setting sun.”
为了不给弟弟做被窝里关灯玩手机坏习惯的榜样，于是 11 点就悄悄打开qq音乐开始听歌，但是随着播放列表的恣意跳跃，我的心绪也随之跃迁到与那些歌声相伴的年月了——初中mp3细品，高中智能机偷听，… So as not to set a bad example for my younger brother of playing on his phone under the covers with the lights out, I quietly opened QQ Music at 11 p.m. and began listening through my earphones. But as the playlist shuffled at will, my…
荧幕暗下的瞬间，苏州冬夜的寒潮正慢慢褪去。三个寒假追完《单身即地狱》全四季的执念，像极了高中时坚持给无疾而终的恋情写日记的倔强。明知第四季的结局早在上周已失去悬念，却依然要守着终映的钟声，完成… The moment the screen faded to black, the cold snap of a Suzhou winter night was slowly receding. My obsession with finishing all four seasons of Single’s Inferno over three winter vacations felt strikingly like the stubbornness with which…
过去中学的住宿生活没有手机，许多大事总是以一种如真似幻的姿态从老师办公室里传出，想回到没有谈过恋爱的年纪，那时候的情感单纯地溢出，长久地留念： Back during secondary boarding school, we had no mobile phones. Major historical events always drifted out from the teachers’ offices wrapped in a dreamlike, half-real haze. How I long to return to the age before I had ever dated—when…
近来的日子仿佛沉入了某种虚无，了无痕迹。课堂偶抬头，望见学长学姐们定格青春的快门声，22级同学身上时髦光鲜，抑或学妹不经意间流露的明媚，心中常泛起一丝怅然。明明身处同一片屋檐下，却感觉彼此的世… Lately, my days seem to have sunk into a kind of nothingness, leaving no trace behind. Looking up occasionally during class, hearing the shutter clicks of seniors capturing their youth, observing the stylish chic of fellow students in the 2…
“虽然你们想要的东西呢天生没有，但也是可以靠努力的嘛，加油！” “Even if you weren’t born with the things you desire, you can still achieve them through hard work. Keep going!”
自从进入毕业季，总是有一种说不明白道不清的感觉，窗外的毕业生的丰收硕果诱惑着我，又好似羞辱着我。直到今天，我突然明白，是因为我太孤单了。我需要陪伴，我需要拥抱，我需要有人在我身边，我不想一个人… Ever since entering graduation season, an indescribable feeling has hovered over me: the bountiful harvests of graduates outside my window both tempt me and seem to mock me. Until today, it suddenly struck me: it is simply because I am far…
还记得两三年前刚刚接触 K-pop 学习粉圈用语时，被“接生粉”一词悄悄震撼。这个词直白地告诉我：“是粉丝给了爱豆第二次生命。”那么理所应当，组合解散、成员解约大抵便可比作一个爱豆的第零次死亡… I still remember when I first got into K-pop two or three years ago and began picking up fandom jargon, how quietly shaken I was by the term “midwife fan” (jie-sheng fan). The term candidly declared: “It is the fans who give the idol a…
之前看到一条说说：“是不是很久没在空间里谈星空和浪漫这些词语了，因为上大学了。” 可是到了现在的年纪，我们却更常在现实里谈论“婚姻、就业、考研”这些词语，志向和浪漫或许依旧在血液里涌动，但是现… I once saw a post on Qzone: “Has it been a long time since anyone talked about starry skies and romance on here? That's because we went to college.” Yet having reached our current age, we find ourselves discussing “marriage, employment,…
我向来不会承认多么喜爱苏州，苏州距吴江一共不出一百里，自然也称不上思念。但是到头却发现，原是因为习惯了苏州的一切。 I have never been one to admit just how deeply I love Suzhou. Suzhou is less than fifty kilometers from Wujiang, so one could hardly call it homesick nostalgia. In the end, however, I discovered it was simply because I had grown thoroughly…
还记得大一下学期大物考试前，我一个人在学5一楼的楼梯下彳亍，一边痛苦地记忆着浩若烟海的物理公式，一边悔恨于一整个学期的碌碌无为与在学业上的三天打鱼两天晒网，一边恐惧有可能的挂科与学业警示。就着… I still remember pacing under the stairwell on the first floor of Dorm 5 before my second-semester College Physics exam in my first undergraduate year: agonizingly committing a vast ocean of physics equations to memory, bitterly regretting…
“内化而非消费，批判而非漠视；倾听而非顺从，理解而非认同。” “Internalize rather than consume; criticize rather than disregard; listen rather than submit; understand rather than agree.”